I literally can never sleep when Trev isn’t here. He would be so proud of me staying up this late. When he’s here I can easily go to bed at 10pm. It’s weird!
And when I try to sleep it literally takes me about 1-3 hours to actually fall a sleep.
I feel like it’s been forever since I have seen Trevor..even though it’s only been since Tuesday, but still..I just miss being around him. I hope he feels the same way. I am trying my hardest to stay up so I can see him and I can hug him like crazy and kiss him and cuddle him.
Trev and I are going out on a little date tonight and I am really excited! We barely ever have time and I can’t wait to wear regular clothes and not my work clothes! :)
You’re the sweetest babe. Thank you. I love you so much.
I also love how you write this when I am sleeping right next to you :)
I can’t wait for trevor to get home. I just wanna see him right now. I can’t wait a hour and a half. I miss him and just want to cuddle him cause I know he’s had a rough day.
I got trevor a wicked good x-mas present. I hope he likes it! I am sure he will :)
my boyfriends so cute. we were watching TED and he kept falling a sleep. so we stopped and he fell a sleep and it’s only like 10 and he legit always goes to bed at like 1. he’s so cute. poor baby, so tired from 5 am shift!
Seeing Morrissey tonight with my boyfriend. I hope it’s a good show. I only know smiths songs but I love to see live music anyway and trev really wants to go! :)
I miss trevor already. it’s weird being alone, even though i kind of like it. but i miss him! haha. maybe i will see some friends tomorrow. or be productive and clean my room or do homework. ya right.
Also, I found this stray bengal kitty this morning and hes staying over my house tonight. He is a bengal cat which are like so fucking expensive and its kind of funny cause i’ve always wanted one. anyways, he is soooooo lovey and came to me right away when i called out to him. I took him to vet and he didn’t have a microchip but they did tell me he was fixed (which i couldn’t really tell) and he did not have fleas! And that he is defiantly not a stray and he is 6 months old! he is super cute. i posted a picture of him earlier. my mom wants to keep him and already is like starting to name him. but i don’t want to get too attached and want to do the right thing if he is really lost and his family is looking for him. Maybe tomorrow I will put some posters out at the local stores.
So, trevor is gonna be gone for three days up in maine with his buddies! i am gonna miss him so much! we are so used to being with eachother so much and its going to be so weird not waking up to him in the morning. wah wah wah. but, EVERYBODY needs there space. without space, its just not healthy. so i am deep down glad we are getting to spent some times to ourselves and our friends!